Following on from our post at the start of the lockdown, where we heard from some of the Glasgow Youth Ambassadors first impressions of the current situation, we spoke to a couple of our Edinburgh members, Dylan and Ivy to see how they were finding it.
Dylan talked to us about his initial feelings of lockdown and how things changed as the weeks went on;
"Well, at least during the isolation I suppose was nice not rushing around to go to appointments, or commitments of any other kind. I mean, don't get me wrong: I enjoy DJ'ing at The ATIK, DJ'ing at Crew, working with Impact Arts, and helping out with the events in general, and all my other commitments, but as you can see, I have quite a lot on, and it can sometimes be a bit overwhelming and disorienting! When you have all these places to go it can be quite frankly a bit exhausting. So it was good to have a bit of a break at least and try to adapt to life indoors; I mean, it seems to be helping calm down the entire coronavirus pandemic anyway…
Equally, though it is kind of frustrating that our commitments have been cancelled because of the coronavirus, but it makes us realise that it could be worse. I'm still certainly preparing myself for when I return to any of these commitments when the coronavirus dies down, which I should have plenty time for anyway. Talking of which, with self-isolation, it has kind of helped encourage me to try and work on things I usually probably wouldn't have enough time for, so that's one positive thing I suppose. I've been working a bit more on the things I’m passionate about, like aspects of art and creativity, music in particular.
I’m still keeping in touch with Get2gether during isolation, and we are already discussing the ideas for the next event at the ATIK – We’ve also been discussing what we can do in the meantime, and I'm preparing myself for the next event as well. I’ve also been lyric writing (i.e. for raps), and just generally listening to music and looking to discover new types of music, drawing, script-writing, character-design, etc.
I hope everyone is keeping safe - stay indoors unless you’re going out for essential reasons."
Ivy also talked to us about her experiences at the start of the lockdown and how she is feeling more recently;
"How would I describe my first few weeks of lockdown? In a word… disheartening. I was keeping safe, staying inside, and going online to make new friends. But I very quickly learned that this was nothing more than an endless vacuum that systematically sucked away my happiness. It was only after letting go that I finally realised what I was missing… my real friends. But genuine friends that I could rely and depend upon. Who I love and care for deeply. Who I knew genuinely cared when I had a problem.
Let us fast-forward to week 8 of lockdown. Tim shares his screen on Discord as we sit around playing Jackbox Tv. We laugh as Chris puts funny answers down in Quiplash. Cringe at the difficulty of the questions on Trivia Murder Party. Well, I say difficulty. We know the answers, however, it is a bit hard to answer correctly when you have been forced to cut a finger off as a part of a Penalty Game. Particularly when that is the one needed for correctly imputing Tanzania. But it was a communal struggle, shared by all those gathering here this day, endeavouring to crush one another and be the last one standing… as we friends always do. It felt amazing. We weren’t in the same room obviously, but hearing each of us as we laughed, cheered, and threw shady comments at one another, warmed my heart. Gave me hope that I will see them again soon, smiley, happy and safe.
Though lockdown has been far from easy – it has been challenging, anxiety-inducing and frustrating in equal measure – it would have been far worse not having friends, family and loved ones there to support me. So, to my friends, I say thank you. Know that you have my love and I will always be there to support you.
To everyone reading this at home; stay safe and know that you are never alone. If you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, please know you have a friend in me!"
Kyle is a member of the ‘Sketchy Youths’ group of Impact Arts young ambassadors. Rosa is a trustee of Impact Arts, and works with the ‘Sketchy Youths’ to represent their voices to the board and gain an insight into the experience of young people who have been through Impact Arts programmes. Recently, Kyle and Rosa had a conversation over Zoom about life in lockdown, differing experiences of Covid-19 and the challenges these bring.
Rosa: How are you finding the lockdown generally and what has changed in your daily life
Kyle: A lot has changed. Life is more stressful in a way. I have to rely on my stepdad more, for things like getting to the shops, and for a sense of security. The lockdown has made my days long and boring. It’s like everything is on pause. Normally I would go out to see my friends, or a walk, or go for a nice meal out or something, but can’t do any of that now.
How are you finding keeping up with people: have you been able to chat with friends or has that been a bit difficult?
To be honest I’ve heard a lot from friends that I’m not normally in touch with very regularly. We’re don’t normally speak that often but now I’ve heard more from them than the people I would usually see.
I’ve found that as well actually, that older friends are having lots of catch ups but the people I see every day are more difficult to contact because we’re not used to having to have contact in that kind of way.
I was wondering if you could tell me a little bit about your visual impairment and how that normally impacts you on a day-today basis.
It’s hard to describe, but I can see the chair in front of me and I can see the outline but that’s about as far as I can see, and the rest of it is just quite blurry. If I go out and there’s any kind of sign or a menu or something I’ll ask someone else to read it for me, or I use my phone to take a picture of something and then I can look at the photo of it. I’ve grown up with it so in a way I am used to it.
Do you think that having a visual impairment has had an additional impact on how you’re experiencing the lockdown?
Well I’ve got a cane that I sometimes use, so I usually go for a walk with it when I’m out of the area I know really well. I go out and train with it for when I’m out of Kilmarnock so I can get used to it. It’s hard because I’ve been trying to go out to different locations but now I can only stay in one location or not go out at all, so I have chosen to not go out at all. I would find it hard to judge the distance between myself and others, so the 2 metre apart rule would be really hard to deal with. Before the lockdown I was getting more independent, but since it’s happened I’m more reliant on other folk. I can still do the stuff I have always done inside the house but it’s anything outside that has had the biggest impact.
Lots of the ways people are doing things now have moved towards online technology, we’re doing this over Zoom obviously. Is there any of that technology that you struggle to use or access.
I’m generally fine with all that stuff. But I find online stuff can be more iffy, with everyone using the internet all the time the system gets overwhelmed.
I guess maybe that could be a positive thing then. I was thinking that maybe for people who struggle with mobility and such, organisations allowing more working from home could end up being a good thing for some people. Do you think your experience, being partially sighted, is quite different than that of someone with no sight?
Yeah, my mum has no sight so I see how it has affected her more. She just recently got a guide dog but she’s finding it hard to go out with it now. She was getting taught how to learn different technology, like phones and computers but obviously that has stopped now.
To me it seems like that’s what’s been missing from a lot of the advice and rules given out, is how people with different or more complicated needs are meant to follow guidance or what allowances may be made.
I know that the support for the NHS is great, but it feels like people aren’t supporting those with other challenges, like mobility issues. It’s first come first served, so some people with disabilities can’t get what they need, and the same with elderly people. The timetables for the buses have changed and that makes it difficult for people who rely on those services.
If we’re thinking about all these challenges, loss of independence and so on, is there anything that you would suggest to someone in a similar position to you, and how have you been getting through it?
I’ve been doing things like playing the Xbox to help me cope and pass the time, because it gets me out of reality. And I think video games can be a bit educational. I’ve been playing Minecraft, Call of Duty and Assassins Creed.
But I also try to keep in touch with my family more than I used to. I’m calling my mum a few times a day. I used to visit them a couple of times a week but now for safety reasons I can’t.
And for anyone who reads this who doesn’t have any experience personally of living with an additional need or some sort of challenge, is there anything that you would want people to do or try to understand?
Just be mindful really, ask if people need help.
Yes I think people need to be forgiving and not assume the worst, when they see people who might need additional support or additional resources. Is there anything you hope we take away or learn from this lockdown?
Keeping in touch, especially people you’d lost contact with and reconnected with recently.
You can find out more about the Sketchy Youths here.
The Impact Arts youth ambassadors, the Sketchy Youths were due to meet for their monthly meetup at the beginning of April, but since the whole of the UK is in lockdown they held the meeting via video call and had a full house, even welcoming their newest member Alishia to the group! They took some time to check in with each other and share experiences with being at home so far, and had some chat about how they could move forward as a group during this time.
The group have been writing personal bios and formatting their page on the Impact Arts website which can be found here. They are also working on their own mini projects over the next few weeks, keep an eye out for more updates on that coming soon!
The Sketchy Youths, including our youth trustee Rosa, all wrote a few lines here about how the lockdown has been for them so far and wanted to share this with the Impact Arts team and beyond. Here’s what they had to say in their own words:
Approaching this quarantine I knew that I didn’t want to be stuck in my flat alone, so instead I moved home and my family threw itself back into family close quarters, with six of us now under the same roof. We are incredibly lucky. We live in a quiet town with a garden for outdoor space, and I am so grateful for this. But I am still scared. Selfishly, I’m worried for the future of my job, but of course more widely for people I care about and the broader picture. The future is all looking a little unsure.
My family have been reinstating some childhood traditions to see us through. We’ve been playing games and putting on semi-joking performances (mostly singing rewrites of songs with covid-related lyrics). I have been trying to do a few things I complain that I never have time for, like painting and sewing, but it is difficult to get the motivation and inspiration needed. I have found that getting started is half the battle. Project Ability have been running challenges on their social media which are really fun and easy to get involved with. So far the challenges have been self-portraits and still life, and this week’s is Manga/Superhero. I'd really recommend giving them a go- why not!
I've found that the days been are beginning to feel longer and repetitive. I've been trying to fill my time with playing on the Xbox but now that's getting boring so I've looked out my old white bored and I’m gonna try and write some motivational pieces of spoken word. I visit my family once a week so I don’t feel lonely but I do because it’s through a window, I see them for their protection and mine. These times are hard and trying, but I know we will prevail through it.
I feel as if it's hard to deal with something like this especially if you are someone that was always out the house doing something, it's a big change to deal with and not many people talk about it. The days do feel like they are getting longer and more of a struggle. What I do is I sit in my room on my bed, put my headphones in and just sit and have time away from looking at screens and family, just having time to relax. I also write everything I feel in my notes and FaceTime my friends so I have contact with other people.
My family are not the most tight knit but we’re trying to make it work at home- from giving each other space when we need it and giving a hand when someone else needs it. That may not sound revolutionary but for a lot of households, staying calm and collected is an achievement.
That’s my goal really- to stay calm and collected. It’s the strategy that got me through my exams and a trip down a cliff- here’s hoping it helps here too.
While I’m taking my no- college and no-volunteering lockdown one day at a time I know there are other people taking on a lot more. Local business’ and individuals reaching out just to help and stay connected is so important and valued, along with the work of our care and supply providers. Here’s hoping when this is all over we can continue to see the intrinsic value of each and every life different from ours, along with the work others put in to keep the world going every day.
Things haven’t changed much for me as I'm still working with the horses, they still need to be fed so I have a bit of routine. Getting the train has been really different though as the conductors are not coming up and down trains anymore and people are keeping a 2 meter distance getting on and off the train and on the platform. There are also always police at Central Station.
I've had to ride with a different mentality - there are more people around when I'm out on my horse and they're wanting to pet the horse so it's hard to keep a distance. I feel really lucky as if I didn't have the horses I'd be at home 24-7 - I don’t want to think about that - I'd go insane.
I do have some college work to do but it's too easy for level 5 so I'm a bit concerned. I need to build a website with 4 pages but I'm finding it hard to get motivated since I'm not going into college and trying to do my college work online. It's a big challenge.
What truly open and honest words from everyone! Alishia even added; ‘BTW I know we haven't met properly but if anyone needs someone to talk to I am always here ’ showing fantastic support to the rest of the group. We hope that by continuing to connect and support each other through this challenging time we will get through it together.
The Impact Arts Youth Steering Group who now go by the name of the 'Sketchy Youths' met earlier this month for a development day. The group (who have all participated previously in one of Impact Arts’ programmes), have now been joined by the Youth Trustee and Board member Rosa Hackett, a recent graduate of Glasgow School of Art in Painting and Printmaking.
The Sketchy Youths are (left to right) young designer Lewis, trainee web developer Brendan and aspiring writer and filmmaker Sofia, with Youth Trustee Rosa.The group love creative expression, believe in the power of the arts and are committed to creating a platform for young people’s voices to be heard.
It was a productive session where the group wrote their manifesto, spent some time planning the launch of their blog and worked on the Sketchy Youths branding.
We can wait to hear and find out more about the 'Sketchy Youths' and their plans for the future. Watch this space for more exciting updates!
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